Now I Walk First on this new path of mine. I am no longer following the shadows of the past. As a soul geologist, I see this as a change in my own landscape. I decided that Now I Walk First to protect my peace and my light. This is about maturity and the truth of our own hearts. We have the power to choose. Every step is a victory for the soul.Now I Walk First: Welcome to my digital sanctuary, a place where I explore the evolution of the self and the power of choice. In this reflection, I share the profound transition of my life’s philosophy: Now I Walk First. As a soul geologist and former mineralogy engineer, I spent years following strict protocols and blueprints. I was trained to look for what “should” be there according to the laws of physics and chemistry. Similarly, in my personal life, I spent decades following the silent rules of society and the heavy expectations of others. I lived by the words “must” and “should,” often putting my own needs at the very bottom of the pile. My foundation was built on duty rather than desire.

Now I Walk First toward my own truth. A story of maturity, courage, and the freedom of choosing your own path in life.

Sada ja hodam prva

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Riječ TREBAŠ hodala je uz mene kao dijete, tiho pravilo koje nisam birala.
Riječ MORAŠ stajala je viša u mojoj mladosti, teška, stroga, noseći tuđe glasove.
Riječ ŽELIŠ nikada me nije ostavljala samu, uporna, strpljiva, kucala je danju i noću.
A SADA
Sada znam razliku između moram i biram. Sada znam da želim nije slabost, nego istina koja traži hrabrost.
Sada nosim sve te riječi u sebi, ali nijedna više ne hoda ispred mene.
Sada ja hodam prva.

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Maintenant, je marche la première

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Le mot TU DOIS marchait à mes côtés comme un enfant, une règle silencieuse que je n’avais pas choisie.
Le mot IL FAUT se tenait plus haut dans ma jeunesse, lourd, strict, portant les voix des autres.
Le mot TU VEUX ne m’a jamais laissée seule, persistant, patient, il frappait jour et nuit.
ET MAINTENANT
Maintenant je connais la différence entre je dois et je choisis. Maintenant je sais que vouloir n’est pas une faiblesse.
Maintenant je porte tous ces mots en moi, mais aucun ne marche plus devant moi.
Maintenant, c’est moi qui marche la première.

Now I Walk First

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The word SHOULD walked beside me like a child, a silent rule I did not choose.
The word MUST stood taller in my youth, heavy, strict, carrying others’ voices.
The word WANT never left me alone, persistent, patient, knocking day and night.
AND NOW
Now I know the difference between I have to and I choose. Now I know that wanting is not weakness.
Now I carry all those words inside me, but none walk ahead of me anymore.
Now I walk first.
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