I Am No Longer Fleeting: Welcome to the 100th page of my digital sanctuary. This is a very special milestone in my journey as the Geologist of the Soul. Today, I am reflecting on the profound transformation of my self-worth in a post titled I Am No Longer Fleeting. For many years, I felt like a candle in the wind, easily extinguished by the opinions and actions of others. I lived my life as a passing cloud, always moving and never feeling grounded. As a former mineralogy engineer, I understand that some materials are transient while others are eternal. I had to go through intense tectonic shifts—breast cancer and a painful divorce—to realize that I was meant to be the bedrock, not the dust.

From a Passing Cloud to Solid Ground

In my youth, I viewed love as a form of disappearance. I thought that by being a colorful butterfly or a candle for someone else, I was fulfilling my purpose. However, the erosion of those old relationships taught me a vital lesson. I realized that what is hidden for too long never gets a chance to crystallize. Since moving to France and finding my Malachite peace, my internal architecture has changed completely. I am no longer defined by the distances I conquer for others. Instead, I am defined by the roots I have planted within myself. Consequently, I have moved from the noise of uncertainty to the clarity of being. I Am No Longer Fleeting because I have chosen to become the earth.

No longer fleeting soul with deep roots - Magma Star

Nisam više prolazna

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To je bilo tada.
Ti si meni bio sol u moru,
a ja tebi svijeća na vjetru.
Za mene ti si bio zvijezda na nebu,
a ja za tebe oblak koji prolazi.
Za mene ti si bio cvijeće na livadi,
a ja za tebe šareni leptir.
Ali sada više nisam ono što prolazi.
Nisam vjetar, ni oblak, ni trenutak.
Ja sam danas zemlja. Ja sam korijen.
Ja ostajem.
Ja nisam prolazna,
a ti nisi više moj centar svijeta.
Sad kad bi me vidio, znam da bi me pogledao.
Ali znam da me više ti ni malo ne bi zanimao.
— 100 —

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Je ne suis plus éphémère

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C’était à l’époque.
Tu étais pour moi le sel dans la mer,
et moi pour toi une bougie dans le vent.
Pour moi tu étais une étoile dans le ciel,
et moi pour toi un nuage qui passe.
Pour moi tu étais les fleurs dans le pré,
et moi pour toi un papillon coloré.
Mais maintenant je ne suis plus ce qui passe.
Je ne suis pas le vent, ni le nuage, ni l’instant.
Aujourd’hui je suis la terre. Je suis la racine.
Je reste.
Je ne suis pas éphémère,
et tu n’es plus mon centre du monde.
Maintenant si tu me voyais, je sais que tu me regarderais.
Mais je sais que tu ne m’intéresserais plus du tout.
— 100 —

I Am No Longer Fleeting

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That was then.
You were to me the salt in the sea,
and I to you a candle in the wind.
For me you were a star in the sky,
and I for you a cloud passing by.
For me you were flowers in the meadow,
and I for you a colorful butterfly.
But now I am no longer what passes.
I am not the wind, nor the cloud, nor the moment.
Today I am the earth. I am the root.
I remain.
I am not fleeting,
and you are no longer my center of the world.
Now if you saw me, I know you would look at me.
But I know that I wouldn’t be interested in you at all.
— 100 —
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