A meeting with ghosts from our past can be a terrifying yet sacred event. In the ancient, storied landscapes of France, I faced my oldest shadows. I realized that these spirits were part of my own fire. This encounter was more than just a memory. It was a profound internal architecture for my evolving spirit. I learned to balance the darkness with my inner light. Every shadow helped me process the tectonic shifts of my history. As a sensitive soul, I found the dragon hidden within. I saw beauty in the erosion of my old fears. This struggle led me toward a stable, Malachite peace. Understanding this meeting with ghosts makes me feel invincible today. My truth now lives in the dance of shadow and light. Within these mystical intervals, the spirit finally finds its rhythm.
Susret sa duhovima
Zaroni u sebe i isplivaj na površinu. Uzmi dah i okreni se u moru, ali ne dopusti da krug koji stvaraš ostane nepotpun. Budi jaka od početka do kraja i koncentrirana na život tamo gdje nestaje zraka.
Uspjeh je ovdje: kad ostaneš bez daha, to je život u mraku gdje svjetlost tek dolazi. Živi za tu svjetlost i probudi se čak i mrtva, jer svijet je tu, a ti si otišla na tren dalje od živih.
Rasti u tami, tražeći svjetlost koja će ti pokazati mrak, kako bi vidjela i čula sve što tišina govori. Čut ćeš more zvukova i osjetiti mračne sile koje te vuku u dubine. Ali upravo je to tvoja snaga: da zaspeš, da se prepustiš, a da znaš da nisi više njihova.
Tromi ih, prevari sebe, prevari ih. Posjeti ih još jednom, pokucaj na njihova vrata i učini sve da bude kao jučer. Neka pomisle da si stvarna, jer oni su te jednom ubili, a sada im se vraćaš. Ti si duh.
Postani duh, poput onih mračnih sila koje su te ubile. Dopusti im da vjeruju da si živa i da im pružaš vjeru da su i oni živi. Ti si njihov spas od zla, ali znaš da zraka tu nema. Nema života bez tvog dana, ali izdrži.
Budi duh koji živi. Vrati im volju da te unište, ali samo ti znaš snagu i istinu u sebi. Istinom se ne može boriti, jer oni to ne vole, ali istina ostaje zaključana u tebi da je ne vide.
Kad si pred njima, nitko više nije pravi: ni ti kao živa, ni oni kao mrtvi. Ti si mrtva dok si s njima, a oni su živi mrtvaci.
Budi jaka, ti si svjesna, ti si zmaj. Budi mrtva na tren i tvoja smrt će imati oružje da ih “ubije”. Nikad nemoj pokazati strah.
Zadrži dah da ostaneš među njima što duže. Kad povjeruju da si tu, sjeti se da poviše mora je tvoj život. Tvoje more duboko nema vrata koja će zatvoriti, ali tvoj um može ostati tu i zaboraviti da život postoji gdje je zrak.
Došla si da ih posjetiš, da ih još jednom vidiš. Ali sa svojom prisutnošću, očistit ćeš morske dubine. Budi svjetlost koja ih ne spaljuje, već razbistruje.
Budi jaka i izdrži. Oni su poput leptira koji lete prema svjetlu – budi svjetlost lampe koju se ne može ohladiti. Tvoja energija je tvoj um; budi duh koji neće biti njihov plijen. Kad ponestane zraka, vrati se na površinu i zaroni ponovno – more nema iste puteve, a svaki dolazak bit će novo otkriće.
Rencontre avec les esprits
Plonge en toi-même et remonte à la surface. Prends une inspiration et tourne-toi dans la mer, mais ne laisse pas le cercle que tu crées rester incomplet. Sois forte du début à la fin et concentrée sur la vie là où l’air disparaît.
Le succès est ici : quand tu manques de souffle, c’est la vie dans l’obscurité où la lumière arrive seulement. Vis pour cette lumière et réveille-toi même morte, car le monde est là, et tu es partie un instant au-delà des vivants.
Grandis dans l’obscurité, cherchant la lumière qui te montrera l’ombre, afin de voir et entendre tout ce que le silence dit. Tu entendras une mer de sons et ressentiras les forces obscures qui te tirent vers les profondeurs. Mais c’est ta force : dormir, te laisser aller, tout en sachant que tu n’es plus à eux.
Trompe-les, trompe-toi, trompe-les. Visite-les encore une fois, frappe à leurs portes et fais en sorte que tout soit comme hier. Qu’ils pensent que tu es réelle, car ils t’ont tuée une fois, et maintenant tu reviens. Tu es l’esprit.
Deviens l’esprit, comme les forces obscures qui t’ont tuée. Laisse-les croire que tu es vivante et leur donner la foi qu’eux aussi sont vivants. Tu es leur salut contre le mal, mais tu sais qu’il n’y a pas d’air ici. Pas de vie sans ton jour, mais endure.
Sois l’esprit qui vit. Redonne-leur la volonté de te détruire, mais toi seule connais la force et la vérité en toi. La vérité ne peut être combattue, car ils ne l’aiment pas, mais elle reste enfermée en toi pour qu’ils ne la voient pas.
Quand tu es devant eux, plus personne n’est réel : ni toi vivante, ni eux morts. Tu es morte parmi eux, et ils sont des morts vivants.
Sois forte, sois consciente, tu es un dragon. Sois morte un instant et ta mort aura l’arme pour “les tuer”. Ne montre jamais la peur.
Retiens ton souffle pour rester parmi eux plus longtemps. Quand ils croient que tu es là, souviens-toi que au-dessus de la mer est ta vie. Ta mer profonde n’a pas de portes à fermer, mais ton esprit peut rester et oublier que la vie existe là où il y a de l’air.
Tu es venue pour les visiter, pour les voir encore une fois. Mais avec ta présence, tu purifieras les profondeurs marines. Sois la lumière qui ne les brûle pas, mais les clarifie.
Sois forte et endure. Ils sont comme des papillons courant vers la lumière – sois la lumière de la lampe qu’on ne peut refroidir. Ton énergie est ton esprit ; sois un esprit qui ne sera pas leur proie. Quand l’air manque, retourne à la surface et replonge – la mer n’a pas les mêmes chemins, et chaque arrivée sera une nouvelle découverte.
Meeting with Spirits
Dive into yourself and rise to the surface. Take a breath and turn in the sea, but do not allow the circle you create to remain incomplete. Be strong from start to finish and focused on life where the air disappears.
Success is here: when you run out of breath, that is life in the darkness where light is just arriving. Live for that light and wake even if dead, because the world is here, and you went a moment beyond the living.
Grow in the darkness, searching for the light that will show you the shadows, so that you see and hear all that silence speaks. You will hear a sea of sounds and feel the dark forces pulling you into the depths. But that is your strength: to sleep, to surrender, and to know you are no longer theirs.
Trick them, deceive yourself, deceive them. Visit them once more, knock on their doors and make it feel like yesterday. Let them think you are real, for they once killed you, and now you return. You are the spirit.
Become the spirit, like the dark forces that killed you. Let them believe you are alive and give them faith that they too are alive. You are their salvation from evil, but you know there is no air here. No life without your day, but endure.
Be the spirit that lives. Restore their will to destroy you, but only you know your strength and truth inside. Truth cannot be fought, because they do not like it, but the truth remains locked in you so they cannot see it.
When in front of them, no one is real anymore: neither you alive, nor them dead. You are dead while with them, and they are living dead.
Be strong, be conscious, you are a dragon. Be dead for a moment and your death will have the weapon to “kill” them. Never show fear.
Hold your breath to stay among them longer. When they believe you are there, remember that above the sea is your life. Your deep sea has no doors to close, but your mind can remain and forget that life exists where the air is.
You came to visit them, to see them once again. But with your presence, you will clear the sea depths. Be the light that does not burn them, but clears them.
Be strong and endure. They are like butterflies running toward the light – be the lamp light that cannot cool. Your energy is your mind; be a spirit that will not be their prey. When air runs out, return to the surface and dive again – the sea has no same paths, and every arrival will be a new discovery.