I Found Myself: Welcome to a deeply personal exploration of self-discovery and spiritual awakening. In this reflection, I share the exact moment when I Found Myself after a long and challenging journey through the shadows of my past. As a soul geologist, I have spent years studying the layers of the earth, but the most difficult excavation was within my own heart. For decades, I lived according to the expectations of others, playing the roles of a perfect professional, mother, and partner. I survived the tectonic shifts of breast cancer and a painful divorce, but it was only in the quiet, reflective atmosphere of France that I truly unearthed my own light.
Pronašla sam sebe
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Najljepše što se može dogoditi u životu jest trenutak kada osjetiš potpuno zadovoljstvo time što si tu — i kada shvatiš da je sve što stvaraš zaista iz duše.
Za sebe mogu reći da znam šta znači pronaći ljubav koju želiš i raditi ono što voliš. Moje pisanje je moja otvorenost prema ljudima koji će ovo pročitati.
Možda će ovim riječima prepoznati sebe i reći: “I ja sam bio u takvim problemima, nisam znao šta će biti sutra.” A sada vide da je netko poput njih kroz to prošao i uspio. To znači da postoji šansa i za njih.
Sve što postignemo u životu ponekad radimo nesvjesno, a ponekad svjesno — sa planom i vjerom da će se to dogoditi. Ja sam se razvela jer sam vjerovala da ljubav mora postojati. I pronašla sam je.
Nakon tri godine pronašla sam i posao koji volim, jer onog trenutka kada sam shvatila što me čini sretnom, za mene više nije postojala granica koja bi me mogla zaustaviti.
To je ono što sam željela. Moje tijelo i moja duša to žele. Danas mogu reći da sam sretna osoba, jer imam ljubav koju osjećam od svog muža i ljubav prema pisanju.
Svaki put kada nešto napišem i dio sebe stavim na papir, u meni se odmah rađa novi dio — spreman za nove riječi i nova iskustva.
Je me suis trouvée
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La plus belle chose qui puisse arriver dans la vie est le moment où l’on ressent une satisfaction totale d’être là — et où l’on réalise que tout ce que l’on crée vient vraiment de l’âme.
Je peux dire pour moi-même que je sais ce que signifie trouver l’amour que l’on veut et faire ce que l’on aime. Mon écriture est mon ouverture vers les gens qui liront ceci.
Peut-être qu’avec ces mots ils se reconnaîtront et diront : “Moi aussi j’étais dans de tels problèmes.” Et maintenant ils voient que quelqu’un comme eux a traversé cela et a réussi.
Je me suis séparée parce que je croyais que l’amour devait exister. Et je l’ai trouvé. Au moment où j’ai compris ce qui me rendait heureuse, il n’y avait plus de limite qui pouvait m’arrêter.
Aujourd’hui, je suis une personne heureuse, car j’ai l’amour de mon mari et l’amour de l’écriture.
Chaque fois que j’écris, une nouvelle partie de moi naît immédiatement — prête pour de nouveaux mots et de nouvelles expériences.
I Found Myself
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The most beautiful thing in life is the moment when you feel complete satisfaction with being here — and when you realize that everything you create is truly from the soul.
I know what it means to find the love you want and to do what you love. My writing is my openness to the people who will read this.
Maybe they will recognize themselves and say: “I was in such trouble too.” And now they see that someone like them went through it and succeeded.
I divorced because I believed that love must exist. And I found it. The moment I realized what makes me happy, there was no longer a limit that could stop me.
Today I am a happy person, because I have the love of my husband and the love for writing.
Every time I write, a new part of me is born — ready for new words and new experiences.