The Engineering of Peace is the most complex project I have ever undertaken. In my previous life as a mineralogy engineer in Vancouver, Canada, I was trained to understand the structural integrity of the earth. But it wasn’t until I moved to France that I began to understand the structural integrity of my own spirit. I realized that The Engineering of Peace requires more than just logic; it requires a deep, meditative connection to our inner landscape.We often spend our lives building external structures—careers, homes, and reputations—while our internal foundations are crumbling. Through my writing and my “Geology of the Soul” philosophy, I teach how to reinforce these inner pillars. Peace is not something that happens to you; it is something you engineer through daily practice, boundaries, and self-awareness. It is the art of aligning your heart with your actions.
Inženjering mira: Kako sam postala Magma Star u 16 sati svaki dan
Revolucija u 16:00: Rudarenje duše
Kažu da se rodiš s imenom, ali sudbinu biraš sam. Moje autorsko ime, Magma Star, rođeno je iz šale s mojim sinom. Smijali smo se, samo majka i sin dijeleći trenutak čiste radosti, ali to se ime zalijepilo za mene poput dijamanta za svrdlo. Postalo je moj oklop i moja istina.
Davne 2007., moj život u Kanadi izgledao je savršeno na papiru, ali to je bila kruta struktura očekivanja. Kao geološki inženjer, bila sam obučena da razumijem pritisak zemlje, način na koji toplina pretvara ugljik u dijamante. Nisam shvaćala da i ja prolazim kroz isti proces.
Svaki dan, sat je bio moj gospodar sve do 16:00 sati. Kada bi taj radni dan završio, “službeni” svijet bi stao, a počeo bi drugačiji inženjering. Sjela bih za kompjuter, i kao da se otvorio neki ventil. Izbacila bih 40 kratkih pjesama ili “misli” u jednom dahu. Bile su sirove, nepolirane i vruće — poput magme koja izbija na površinu. Shvatila sam da je moj um rudnik nepoliranih dragulja, a meditacija jedini alat koji ih može iznijeti na svjetlo bez da ih slomi.
Moj tehnički recept za nemoguće
U profesionalnom životu suočavala sam se sa strukturnim kvarovima i geološkim pomacima. Ali kako se nositi sa strukturnim kvarom srca? Kada vam život donese “tektonski pomak” — dijagnozu koja vas prestraši do srži ili izdaju koja se osjeća kao urušavanje rudnika — trebate priručnik koji radi.
Evo mog inženjerskog rješenja u dva koraka za duhovni opstanak:
Izolacija (Metoda “Selektivnog isključivanja”): U inženjerstvu, izoliramo neispravne sklopove kako bismo spasili sustav. U životu morate učiniti isto. Ako vas nečija energija, toksični komentari ili netražena mišljenja iritiraju, nemojte se svađati. Ne trošite svoju “voltažu” pokušavajući ih promijeniti. Jednostavno okrenite leđa i idite svojim putem. To je najefikasniji način da sačuvate svoju unutarnju bateriju za ljude koji vas zaista osvjetljavaju.
Resetiranje (Snaga daha): Kada se stroj pregrije, isključite ga da se ohladi. Za čovjeka, to gašenje je jedna riječ: Diši. Meditacija je kruna svih lijekova. Ne radi se o sjedenju u špilji; radi se o stvaranju špilje tišine unutar vlastite glave dok svijet vrišti vani. To je jedini način da očistite prašinu sa svoje duše.
Od kanadskog radija do francuskih dvoraca: Soundtrack promjene
Sjećam se hladnih jutara u Kanadi. Moj auto je bio moje utočište, a radio je uvijek bio podešen na QMFM 103.5. Ta glazba bila je most preko moje samoće, ritmički podsjetnik da postoji svijet izvan mojih borbi. Danas moj život ima drugačiji soundtrack. Hodam hodnicima francuskih dvoraca, gdje zrak miriše na povijest i kamen. Ali najvažnija glazba je ona koju nosim u sebi. Ja sam ona žena koju vidite u trgovini kako tiho pjevuši. Ja sam ona koja pleše dok hoda kamenim ulicama.
Prešla sam put od “samo romantičnog” slušatelja — onog koji čeka savršenu sporu pjesmu — do nekoga tko može plesati uz zvuk vjetra, zveckanje šalica za kavu ili tišinu muzeja. Naučila sam da, ako ne čujete glazbu, jednostavno ne slušate dovoljno pozorno.
Obećanje “Bijele slobode”
Moja nadolazeća knjiga nije samo zbirka riječi; to je višedimenzionalna karta života koji je odbio ostati zakopan. Gradim je kao veliku katedralu: čvrste priče kao temelj, a poezija kao vitraji koji propuštaju svjetlost. Želim vas povesti sa sobom.
Kada vam pričam o svojoj “Lavici” — svojoj majci — neću vam dati samo činjenice. Dat ću vam priču o njezinom kriku, praćenu pjesmama koje hvataju miris njezine snage.
Jer “Bijela sloboda” nije nešto što nađete — to je nešto što gradite, kamen po kamen, pjesmu po pjesmu.
Pridružite mi se u ovom iskopavanju. Da vidimo kakve dragulje možemo pronaći zajedno.
Jer “Bijela sloboda” nije nešto što nađete — to je nešto što gradite, kamen po kamen, pjesmu po pjesmu.
Pridružite mi se u ovom iskopavanju. Da vidimo kakve dragulje možemo pronaći zajedno.
L’Ingénierie de la paix :
Comment je suis devenue Magma Star à 16h tous les jours
La Révolution de 16h : Miner l’âme
On dit qu’on naît avec un nom, mais qu’on choisit son destin. Mon nom d’auteur, Magma Star, est né d’une plaisanterie avec mon fils. Nous riions, juste une mère et un fils partageant un moment de pure joie, mais ce nom m’est resté collé comme un diamant à un trépan. C’est devenu mon armure et ma vérité.
En 2007, ma vie au Canada semblait parfaite sur le papier, mais c’était une structure rigide d’attentes. En tant qu’ingénieur géologue, j’étais formée pour comprendre la pression de la terre. Je ne réalisais pas que je subissais le même processus.
Chaque jour, l’horloge était mon maître jusqu’à 16 heures. Lorsque cette journée de travail se terminait, le monde “officiel” s’arrêtait et une autre sorte d’ingénierie commençait. Je m’asseyais à mon ordinateur, et c’était comme si une valve s’était ouverte. Je déversais 40 courts poèmes ou “pensées” d’une seule traite. C’était brut, non poli et chaud — comme le magma atteignant la surface. J’ai réalisé que mon esprit était une mine de joyaux non polis, et la méditation était le seul outil qui pouvait les amener à la lumière sans les briser.
Ma recette technique pour l’impossible
Dans ma vie professionnelle, j’ai géré des défaillances structurelles et des mouvements géologiques. Mais comment gère-t-on une défaillance structurelle du cœur ? Voici ma solution d’ingénierie en deux étapes pour la survie spirituelle :
L’Isolation (La méthode de “Déconnexion Sélective”) : En ingénierie, nous isolons les circuits défectueux pour sauver le système. Dans la vie, vous devez faire de même. Si l’énergie de quelqu’un, des commentaires toxiques vous irritent, ne vous disputez pas. Ne gaspillez pas votre “voltage” à essayer de les changer. Tournez simplement le dos et suivez votre propre chemin.
La Réinitialisation (Le pouvoir de la respiration) : Lorsqu’une machine surchauffe, vous l’éteignez pour qu’elle refroidisse. Pour un humain, cet arrêt est un mot : Respirer. La méditation est la couronne de tous les remèdes. Il ne s’agit pas de s’asseoir dans une grotte ; il s’agit de créer une grotte de silence dans sa propre tête pendant que le monde crie à l’extérieur.
De la radio canadienne aux châteaux français
Je me souviens des matins froids au Canada. Ma voiture était mon sanctuaire, et la radio était toujours branchée sur QMFM 103.5. Aujourd’hui, ma vie a une bande-son différente. Je marche dans les couloirs des châteaux français, mais la musique la plus importante est celle que je porte à l’intérieur. Je suis cette femme que vous voyez à l’épicerie fredonner un air. Je suis celle qui danse en marchant dans une rue pavée.
Mon prochain livre n’est pas seulement un recueil de mots ; c’est une carte multidimensionnelle d’une vie qui a refusé de rester enterrée.
Car la “Liberté Blanche” n’est pas quelque chose que l’on trouve — c’est quelque chose que l’on construit, pierre par pierre, poème par poème.
Rejoignez-moi dans cette excavation. Voyons quelles gemmes nous pouvons trouver ensemble.
Car la “Liberté Blanche” n’est pas quelque chose que l’on trouve — c’est quelque chose que l’on construit, pierre par pierre, poème par poème.
Rejoignez-moi dans cette excavation. Voyons quelles gemmes nous pouvons trouver ensemble.
The Engineering of Peace:
How I Became Magmastar at 4 PM Every Day
The 4 PM Revolution: Mining the Soul
They say you are born with a name, but you choose your destiny. My name as an author, Magmastar, was born from a joke with my son. We were laughing, just a mother and son sharing a moment of pure joy, but that name stuck to me like a diamond to a drill bit. It became my armor and my truth.
Back in 2007, my life in Canada looked perfect on paper, but it was a rigid structure of expectations. As a geological engineer, I was trained to understand the pressure of the earth, the way heat transforms carbon into diamonds. I didn’t realize I was undergoing the same process.
Every day, the clock was my master until 4:00 PM. When that workday ended, the “official” world stopped, and a different kind of engineering began. I would sit at my computer, and it was as if a valve had opened. I would pour out 40 short poems or “thoughts” in a single sitting. They were raw, unpolished, and hot—like magma reaching the surface. I realized that my mind was a mine of unpolished gems, and meditation was the only tool that could bring them to the light without breaking them.
My Technical Recipe for the Impossible
In my professional life, I’ve dealt with structural failures and geological shifts. But how do you handle a structural failure of the heart? When life gives you a “tectonic shift”—a diagnosis that scares you to your core, or a betrayal that feels like a cave-in—you need a manual that works.
Here is my two-step engineering fix for spiritual survival:
Isolation (The “Selective Disconnection” Method): In engineering, we isolate faulty circuits to save the system. In life, you must do the same. If someone’s energy, toxic comments, or unasked-for opinions irritate you, don’t argue. Don’t waste your “voltage” trying to change them. Simply turn your back and walk your own path. It’s the most efficient way to save your internal battery for the people who actually light you up.
The Reset (The Power of Breath): When a machine overheats, you shut it down to cool. For a human, that shutdown is one word: Breathe. Meditation is the crown of all cures. It isn’t about sitting in a cave; it’s about creating a cave of silence inside your own head while the world is screaming outside. It’s the only way to clear the dust from your soul.
From Canadian Radio to French Chateaus
I remember the cold mornings in Canada. My car was my sanctuary, and the radio was always tuned to QMFM 103.5. That music was a bridge over my loneliness. Today, my life has a different soundtrack. I walk through the halls of French chateaus, where the air smells of history and stone. But the most important music is the one I carry inside. I am that woman you see in the grocery store humming a tune under her breath. I am the one dancing while walking down a cobblestone street.
A Promise of “White Freedom”
My upcoming book is not just a collection of words; it’s a multidimensional map of a life that refused to stay buried. I am building it like a grand cathedral: solid stories as the foundation, and poetry as the stained-glass windows that let the light in.
When I tell you about my “Lioness”—my mother—I won’t just give you facts. I will give you the story of her roar, followed by poems that capture the scent of her strength.
Because “White Freedom” isn’t something you find—it’s something you build, stone by stone, poem by poem.
Join me on this excavation. Let’s see what gems we can find together.
Because “White Freedom” isn’t something you find—it’s something you build, stone by stone, poem by poem.
Join me on this excavation. Let’s see what gems we can find together.